Insecurity is a form of love.

It's not about finding someone who won't fight with you or make you sad, or mad. It's about finding the person who will still be standing there wiping the tears away, holding you in their arms after a fight, and the one who will never leave, no matter how hard things can get.

In every relationship, there is going to be disagreements between both participants. Sometimes, couples will make each other mad. And sometimes, couples will make each other sad. Relationships are about being with a person who will fight to keep you after fighting with you, no matter how difficult that things between two people can get.

Though it is never fun to argue and fight, each relationship must have its tests, and its challenges in order to obtain growth and strength on the journey to being together forever. Nothing worth keeping in life will come too easy. And though different relationships will have different dynamics, there are a few things that remain similar throughout all of the successful lifetime partnerships. One of the main characteristics of a successful relationship is a relationship between two people who will never be willing to call it quits. Lovers who are relentless, are usually lovers who last forever.

Love like you're never hurt before.

I love you, you love me we are happy family, with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you. Won't you say you love me too.
You are every reason,
Every hope and every dream
I've ever had.
And no matter what happens to us
in the future.
Everyday we are together,
is the greatest day of my life. ♥ 

1 One day, I'll marry you. *A*

Right now, at this very moment, all I want to do is hug you and talk about life.
And when we run out of topics, we could just hold hands because that would be enough.
Don’t you just want somebody to kiss for the rest of your life, and cuddle up with during a movie?
Just someone to stay up all night with, talking about your dreams and future goals?
Someone to share your secrets with.
Someone to talk to late at night when you can’t sleep.
Someone who feels comfortable around your family.
Someone to comfort you when you’re scared, to hold you when you’re sad.
Someone who doesn’t need to say they love you for you to know that it's true.
All I really want to do is enjoy your company.
People will tell you that this kind of love will fade, that being in love like this is only a phase.
Whenever you’re feeling in doubt, all you gotta do is look at me the way you do and you’ll be able to tell how much I love you.
There’s nothing better than the two of people working on forever.
Because everyday with each other will be something new.
Honestly, I love how you would kiss me at night when I'm asleep.
I love the way you sleep, like there’s no sunrise.
I like the taste of your smile.
I love the way you breathe when you see something exciting.
I've seen your kindness and your strength. Your weakness too.
I’ve seen the best and the worst of you.
I understand with perfect clarity exactly who you are.
The best thing about our future is that it only comes one day at a time.
So let yesterday go, let's enjoy today, and let's not worry about tomorrow.
Thank you for the beauty you put inside me. I love you.

I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU *A* . As time passed, i learned .

Finding someone you love and who loves you back is a wonderful, wonderful feeling.
But finding a true soul mate is an even better feeling.
A soul mate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other, will be there for you forever, no matter what.
They say that nothing lasts forever.
But I am a firm believer in the fact that for some, love lives on even after we're gone.
It's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time.
It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding.
And when you want to move on, you're stuck right where you started.
When feelings come and go, you can't decide what you want.
When you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start.
When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away.
It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realise that things are different and may never be the same.
You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

I hate expecting too much, but I can't stop doing it.

People always says that when you love someone, nothing in the world matters.

But that's not true, is it?

You know and I know. Both of us knows.

We both know that when you love someone, everything in the world matters a little bit more.

One day.

One day, you're going to want that girl.

That girl who knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you.

That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could.

That girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths.

That girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it.

That girl who realises she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever.

I only want you.

I only want you in my arms. I want to hold you in my arms and keep you safe. I want to be able to hold you in front of my friends. I want to be able to know that I care about you and that as I wrap my arms around you, our bond will be stronger as I hold you. You are mine and I am yours. I love you for everything you have. Everything about you I want in my arms and protect them from any harm. I will be the peanut butter to your jelly. I want to be able to earn that trust from you. I don’t want to lose you. Stay. Please. <3

All the BULLSHITS made me STRONGER.. So when you are super down.. THINK POSITIVELY because the only permanent thing in this world is CHANGE..

A new start.

Im starting a new start:)
It’s start for a new beginning seriously.
I never knew one person who means like everything to me could ruin it all and later, come back and turn everything i always wished to.
I apologize to each one of you for my rude behavior, fake friendship, and fake sweetness i showed off towards you guys. I didn’t do it intentionally. I thought i could move one and change my life into a better one. But, never knew that it’s just him who could make it true heaven to me.

Finally, I have him.

Avi, although we quarrelled many times, although we ignored each other for a few times but in the end, we still got back together again. I just wna tell you, I treasure this friendship/love with you, ALOT . And I mean it, no matter how much we quarrel or argue with each other, nothing’s gng to break our bond apart anymore, I PROMISE okay! Cuz life without you sucks. Noone’s there for me anymore to be there for me giving me advices, doing little stuffs to just to make me smile, to make my mood turn alittle better. I’ll always be there for you. Muacks! And you’re someone who I look forward to spend time with together someone whom I feel comfortable being with. Lastly, lastly! I thanks god for letting me to meet you and bring you to my life.

Xoxo, A. ♥

Okay, im ending here. I need a stick. Bye!
Lastly, i miss you D …

Just one Mistake .

Just one mistakes, and it can ruin everything in your life. I’ve done so, thinking that others is good enough. Giving away my happiness, causing self to suffer. I guess everyone have gone through this if they really liked/loved someone. Somehow, some people will hold on no matter how much it hurts. Some wanted to hold on so tightly but, they are supposed to leave. “What do you do when someone you love have push you away?” This sentence is so true. Basically, I don’t know what am I doing or even thinking in this two weeks. Everyday, I don’t have to worry. I don’t have to think about anything. Every night, I don’t feel lonely at all, I don’t feel like crying. The wind gush through me, I could hear them in silence.

Feels disgust . :|

What I wanna do now is to apologise. Apologizing for hurting people that cared. I seriously think I need to die, to clear all my sins. I am so sorry for what has happened. I know it myself, even a thousands of sorry couldn’t help at all. But what I was upset is, everything is not the same. I ruined it in my own hands. Years of  friendships and everything is now gone. Gone forever. I didn’t meant that way… I am not trying to gain pity or what so ever. I just wanna to tell you how sorry am I. There’s a lot more that I wanna say, but I guess keeping in my heart is the best. I just wanna apologize for what I have done. I’m sorry. Even if you wouldn’t forgive me, I wouldn’t mind cause I deserve it.

I really do hate myself, a lot a lot. More than you could ever thought. I’ve got stories, that I don’t wish to say. I have been in hurt, and hurt someone too. I have regrets and mistakes. But they are what memories are made of. It’s so bittersweet. I’m sorry, I got myself tangled in the trap. I got my walls pin up higher than before. I know I’m selfish, for not giving anybody chances. I’m sorry, but I really hope that you’re happy. You deserve someone better. I’m just someone who is not worth anybody’s concern, care and love. I’m sucha selfish bitch, I shut my feelings down. I just want to be alone. But I hope that you will understand why am I doing so? Because I don’t have the ability to love anyone like I used to. I can’t overcome my fears. I failed through my tries. I’m tired of trying. Please understand me and forgive me.

I'm glad that we met.

You're so much more to me then you think.

I love him, more than anything else in the world!

“I never thought i’d be in love like this. When i look at you my mind goes on a trip. Then you came in and knocked me on my face. Feels like i’m in a race but i already won first place. I never thought i’d fall for you as hard as i did.” - Knock you down, Keri Hilson.

YOU’RE THE ONE ADORABLE PERSON I KNOW HONEY! LOVE YOU.

I will find my way if I can be strong.

Some things, however, are true no matter how hard you might try to block them out.
And a lie is always a lie, no matter how prettily told.
Some doors, once they’re opened, can never be closed again.
Just as some trust, once it’s been lost, can never be won back.

Everybody needs somebody sometimes.

Whether we choose to agree with it or not, the fact is simple. Every single one of us needs somebody, at least every once in a while. Though some are more independent than others, there are going to be times in our lives in which we are going to need someone else's help. Whether this help comes in the form of advice because we are unsure of what to do in a situation, or if we just need someone to listen to us clear our thoughts, or even someone to just be there for us to lean on when we need a shoulder to cry on, every single person needs someone sometimes.